fuckfuckfuckk

>:C

my mom suddenly droped the bomb she doesnt want a friend to come for my birthday, usually we will talk and discuss shit

but see how well that worked?

fuckenfuckenfuck. shes just like IM NOT COMFORTABLE, if she actully looked at his picture, let me talk about him, hell her talk to him. fucken im not 14 anymore, when i was dealing with creepers and i was 14, was she there? lol no

i love that this is my perosnal venting zone

cause this isnt like tumblr were everyone humps everything


sigh stress stress, once i think things are looking up i was doing a bad thing by being concerned and makeing a friend.

im a peice of shit. i cant do anything right.

also i think i lost my job, i was on the schedule for certain days permanently. but now i havent been on once this week (missing two days and i got sent home early on sunday)

pop why am i such a fucken waste?

slowly pulling up

ive been depressed as fuck but i got a job and slowly  getting things back together

commission , doodles for EJ (facerot) old contest prize commission and tattoo trade.

pop photos

i cant believe i have to pay for this

my pops obituarie, the only way to keep it as a tribute site is to donate 200$
way to put a price of love

http://www.oldbridgefh.com/obituaries/Richard-Williams/

ugh.. i dont want to go to the wake today, im allready crying and i have to go in an hour